Impossible to Know

It’s impossible to know
Isn’t it
How long someone will remain?

What it means?
A glance, an unspoken word, a passing eye contact

Some circle in and out slowly
Years pass in transitions
Others remain
Pass the test of time
And some
Are just a blip
Mostly unnoticed

We leave it up to chance
A conversation draws out
and all of a sudden it becomes something

I’m wondering about you
You’re somewhere

Maybe walking around the corner
Stopped, engaged in conversation
Maybe lost in this world
Wondering about me

Other came close
I mistook them
Thought they were you
But someone else was waiting for them
And I only held them up

Is it real
This thing between you and me
I’m already wondering if I’m doing things right
Concentrating too much on how not to be me
Shutting off my instincts
Doing things differently

But I’ve been here before
Changed my ways to make things right
But it still went wrong
The harder I tried
The more it disappeared

Now I don’t know
Am I jaded
Corrupt
Already letting go before even hanging on
Like I won’t deserve it
That somehow finally finding you
Reverses my entire history

One Comment

  1. You’re right Sukh; it is impossible to know for sure. But take a leap of faith and you might just surprise yourself. You are such a wonderful person; be yourself and you will find Her 🙂

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